self-loathing

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The overwhelming feelings of disgust, hatred, self-loathing, sadness, anger and loneliness have become too much.
你早已受够了被厌恶、痛恨、自我厌恶、哀伤、愤怒和孤独包围的感觉。
People filled with self-loathing typically imagine they dislike every part of themselves, but this is rarely, if ever, true.
充满自我厌恶的人通常以为他们不喜欢自己的每一个部分，但这几乎不是真的。
Before such a change will occur, however, the essential cause of one's self-loathing needs to be apprehended.
然而在改变发生之前，我们需要先领会自我厌恶的本质原因，我不是指历史原因。

He knows what to do with them, but his character is self-loathing and loathsome—the White Negro in a slick post-yuppie edition.
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If someone feels self-loathing, they feel great dislike and disgust for themselves.